to my heartbroken friends,

please please please. wake up. your live full with friends, with lotsa bright colours. and god beside you whenever you need Him.

na nanges2 aku ta kesah. tapi na melarat berbulan2, buang masa la. lagi2 for those man yang tinggal korang sebab another girls or tinggal gantung ta bertali ni. tau ta sakit tengok my gf who used to laugh like orang gile, makan2 ta hengat, active ke sana sini buat itu ini, suddenly jadi sangat weak?

i know sakit na lupa, tapi get up. pandang kiri kanan. ur family is there. ur friends. being single sangat fun sebenarnye. tapaya na risau gelabah tade tempat na bermanja geli2 gedik watsoever. with kawan yang betul kawan, kau boleh je buat semua tuh without any heart feelings melainkan atas nama kawan. trust me. i have it n stay with it. they are such wonderfull friend. faed, rafiq, kayrel, janggoat, payjal, reza, maleque, antara rakan2 yang terbaik sekililing aku. yes. mereka buat saya ta kesah tade boy. cz i know they always be there n always be. my gf, sha, cidot, icha, aten, jaja, also help me give more colours in mylife. see how wonderfull it is being single?

da tapaya na serabut serabai fikir pasal love, jealousy yang mushy2 tuh. bak kata jaja, kalau kau couple then ade jodoh, sampai la waktu na kahwin, if tade jodoh, then that it. tapaya na meraung ke ape ke. bodoh sangat.

to my sayang syu, please wake up. enough. i've read ur blog. i know how much he give pain to you, but aku tade intend langsong na call sayang. cuz it hurt me a lot listening sayang nanges sebab orang yang sama. that boy bodoh sangat. oke? wake up please. u can live without him. u're not dead!

.1.

"i handsome ta?"

"hah? ape tibe2?" * kerut dahi

"jawablah. i handsome ta?"

"ta." *khusyuk bukak paper yang balut burger

"ceyh tana ngaku." * senyum

"ala. u mesti lah kene handsome dah i cantik" * makan burger

*diam*

"asal? betul ke i cakap?"

*sengih "damn aa u."

dear god, thanx for make she smile sampai ta nampak biji mata :)

semalam, kawan aku sangat sedih and aku macam tatau na buat ape sebab die bukan reti bahasa na citer2 kat orang ni. na layan macam dak2 matrik time diorang sedih, ta boleh, cuz she's alter ego. durghhhh. susah2. and then, me and mok decided to bring her watching muvie. haunted universiti was awesome. baek pegy tengok!!! yang ta best kolep happ and syakir ta pat join. tape. hope they can make some other time.

semalam, jalan jauh. sampai ou. na tengok muvie punye pasal sebab kat alamanda, citer tuh latenite. ade makhluk allah tuh kalau muvie tengah2 malam ni, muvie yang tengok die. :P cerita best kat ou is, AKU TA JUMPA CARI PARKING KERETA. mengundang na kene baling dengan mereka. half an hour mencari kereta sampai ade sorang boy ni tanya aku, "hey, u guys ni, kereta hilang ke, kereta hilang korang? " sangat la malu. damn2!

after that we off to al safa. shisha n playing card. again, aku la toyol. toyol pangkat 3 da sekarang. nasib baek tade denda yang pelik2 macam first time playing this game. :D

ni cerita harus tengok okeyh. for first two story, u'll get haunted. but after that, korang akan buat senaman muka. gelak kaw2. tatau la korang pandai ke ta entertain yourself. cuz, me and jaja was laughing sampai menanges sebab lawak gile eventho ade la part2 takut2 sikit time kitorang gelak, tapi aku rase macam kitorang je yang gelak. haha.

do bare this in your mind, semua cerita yang macam nampak laen2, ade kaitan sama sendiri and in same university. :) have fun!

for my dear karen.

Just let it out, darling.

You shouldn't hide your colors,

even if they are dull

It's a cruel, hard world

and you shouldn't have to fake a smile

so cry your eyes out, let your heart sing.

Let those tears of pain go

It'll be worth it in the end.

for once, please...